As I pass the time, praying I’ll stop worrying about the band so I can fall asleep before 6 am, I think about how lucky I am to have Carol Anne and soon the family I’ve always dreamed about. I love her so much. I wanna take care of her. Maybe the band isn’t the best way to do that.

I really wanna get away with her. It’s been almost a year since we’ve escaped anywhere together. I miss her so much.

I liked the cars she researched today. I just never gave something like a Jeep any serious thought. Keep looking. It’s probably a good idea. I’d like to see some of the others she came up with.

I love her so much.

P.S. – Her new name is “Mr. Belly.”